So, the new laptops arrived yesterday and mine is finally all “set up” according to dad.  There is still so much setting up left to do though!  I have to update my calendar in outlook and start creating files.  I think I have to reinstall itunes, but I haven’t decided yet if I’m going to.  If its not possible, then I can’t really do it.  When I say that, I mean only that if I can’t recover my music from my own laptop, I’m beginning to wonder if it would even be worth it to try.  :(

A person from your past might be holding you back from enjoying your present -- or rather, the memories of this person are keeping you from moving forward. Are you stuck in the past? Yes, it's important to understand how old relationships or old choices can affect you today, but you could run the risk of getting stuck in nostalgia. Not much can get done when all you do is compare your current life to the life you used to have. Put away the photo albums and decide to live your life walking forward.

I hate how accurate horoscopes are sometimes.

Things with F have been absolutely wonderful, until last night, that is.  I have never felt worse in my life.

Now things have completely fallen apart and he's gone again.

What does moving forward mean?  I don't know what to do or what I'm doing.  My heart is broken again.  I hate being alive right now.
 

1. 
   Scorpio (10/23-11/21)

   If there's any way at all for you to pull a disappearing act, this would be a fine time to do it -- especially if you have a partner in crime to hibernate with, which you most certainly do. You don't have to advertise it either. You know exactly who to call. You're in the mood for secrets, mysteries and the kind of people who are as tough to crack as a safe without a combination.

I was on the phone with K last night. Then HistoryBoy called and I should have just hit ignore and talked to K, but I hadn't heard from HB in so long, and it was really late so I figured why not flash over quickly?  Anyway, not the best idea.  HB was in hardcore flirt mode and I just figured, why not just play along at this point?  Problem arises when I told K I'd be right back and then I talked to HB for almost 25 minutes.  I tried to call K back but he didn't answer, so I texted him and again no answer.  Maybe he was driving?  I'll have to throw out a text later and see if he bites.  I hate it when he's mad at me.

I have to leave for work in an hour.  We're having a sidewalk sale and its raining outside.  This should be really fun.

On the brightside, JLo is coming to KY with us!  Yay!  I'll at least have that to look forward to, I really miss her.  I need to pack.

When I get home from KY, I have to finish "operation go through everything" and make my room inhabitable.  And I want to start compiling things that I need for school in the fall.  A place to put new things, more or less, like the socks I bought.  And to take inventory of what I need.  I promised myself not to buy anything for the month of July.  Hopefully I'll stick to that.  In August then I'll have a lot of money to spend on books for school, new clothes and other things that I may need for back to school. (most espeically a new tall drawer bin because I really need to have an organized storage system.

I have my textbook for theology next semester and I am really looking forward to the class.  I think that Dr. T will be great and this is mostly a course about Women of faith!  I'm really psyched.

I got a 10 out of 10 on my philosophy paper and I started researching the one that is due next week.  I met a woman in my math class who is also taking philosophy online with the same guy and she's really struggling.  I agreed to help her bounce ideas and get caught up with the paper writing.  Ugh.  I really am not a fan of philosophy, but this stuff is really interesting for the next paper.  Its about ethics and political and social philosophy.  I'm especially excited because we're getting into some feminist philosophy and although I am not a true feminist, I still find it all very interesting!

I think I may enter one of the LDWS contests around here for Harry Potter some time soon.  It would be nice to work on my creative abilities.  I just need to find the right ship to write. :)

My knee hurts, I'm not entirely sure what I did to it, but is just hurts a little bit.

Also, I really have to study this weekend.  I have a biology test on Tuesday, and I anticipate it being very difficult.  I also have a math test, but that one is not worrying me too much.  It's logic for my dummy math class so its really not a big deal at all.
 

June 28, 2009

1. Scorpio (10/23-11/21)

   An introverted mood on your part may be clashing with the fun going on all around you, and this could leave you feeling a little bit lonely. Embrace the spirit of this fabulous weather -- force yourself to attend that barbecue or join family and friends at someone's home. Be patient with yourself, too; you definitely deserve some TLC, and if you treat yourself right, you'll feel much better.